December 2009
5 posts
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1. I push people away because I don’t know what to do otherwise. Call it a fear of the unknown - or perhaps it is self-preservation in a different form. 2. NOT LOOKING, BUT… wanting someone to share my life with. Ever get that feeling? Something happens that you find absolutely extraordinary. You must tell someone. Your friends will listen but they will not understand. They will find...
“THRILL. Where’s your sense of thrill?! looking for it. do want. need.”
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..overflowing thoughts leave me in a state of unrest though at least I know you and for that I am blessed yet this game of give and take has left us a mess but then i digress you know I would not have you for anything less and lately there’s just been too much to express so i must confess our time has led up to this final address i can no longer walk down this trail of distress unless.. /end...
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I… I forgot. I just went back and checked… it wasn’t listed on FB… but that’s still no excuse. I knew. I knew all along and yet somehow I still forgot. Guess that means you’re not at the front of my mind yet whenever I step a little ways back in time and reminisce I’m brought back, and when I realized what I failed to recall, guilt settled down on me like...
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Phase 1: I was intruiged by you, and pushed for a position in your life. Phase 2: I resolved to stay as a part of your life in whatever way I could. Phase 3: I became your friend, and alas… I’ve begun to erect a different wall - different from the usual ones. Thing is, I can’t tell what makes them different. I don’t even know the substance of either. All I know is that a...