How do you know when you like, love, or fall in love with a person?
What does it feel like? How do you know? How can you tell, and when?
Is it the same for everyone, or does it feel different for each person?
I realize that the only way to know if any feeling is there is to be around that person.
But, when/if it happens… is it a feeling you can ignore? I seem to be good at being oblivious…
I know there’s something undefined between us.
Are you aware of the turmoil broiling inside my fleeting heart? It’s very fleeting, by the way… -shame-
How can I begin to sort out the mess that is my mind… -explodes-
I’m pathetic. I’m disgusted with myself. I wrote a song you’ll probably never hear…
But I’ll be alright.
There’s a good chance that I’ll stay the way I am. The way I’ve always been. Things won’t change.
Life is good. My world is stable. My heart is safe. This is what I’m used to. This is what I know.
So I’ll remain the same.
And get on with life.
